Am pretty happy today. (:

I think cause I finally got to sleep again xD

Life does suck, but I guess thats smth that we've to accept.

Actually today I'm thinking a lot about two ma'ams, and one junior.

How funny right.

Well, this junior is a rather unique person.

I think she's very strong-willed.

But then, she will have some trouble getting what she wants, cause of her demeanor.

If she stops her two-faced act, ....I guess she'll be a much nicer person.

I'm pretty glad for the ma'ams that O levels are over.

But it means that mine's coming. :(((

Ma'am yt right. I think she's a really nice person.

It's quite confusing for me, the way I know her.

Like hello. I can't say hello to her.

Stuff like that. She's interesting, but I can't get to know her.

Okay, I think I'm getting pretty much out of point.

Both ma'ams, I think they're very interesting in their own unique ways.

I think I'd love to be friends with them.

LALALALALA~

I think I'm drunk.

Dear darling Fiona,

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!

My dear sister, you will always be in my heart.

Forgive me for "abandoning" you sometimes for life now can be pretty stressful.

One of my juniors says I should get over the loss of you. Advises me to.

I don't really think I'm supposed to get over it, but oh well.

Life and society think differently from me.

I'm also accustomed to listening to juniors actually.

Maybe you caused it. (Nah, it isn't supposed to sound bad.)

But I think listening to anyone is safer than listening to myself.

You'd agree, lil sis.

If you were here, you would be 8.

I would've forced you into HWS.

Well, you'd have the best childhood ever there. :')

Then, I would've dragged you into TKG.

Into Red Cross. Tkgrcy. Let everyone know you have a sis like me. (:

Well, it doesn't actually hurt to think anymore.

I would've loved to take you shopping, spend all my $$ on you.

Now, your with God.

You know what, baby. I'm jealous. >:(

No fair, you went ahead in front of me in the queue!

But anw, He allowed it, and He let you stay by His side.

I'll have to wait~

But well. Happy birthday kiddo~

I'll continue thinking about you. <3

im blogging cause yinyu told me to. LOL.

so. about yesterday.

Okay, we went to ri.

It was so freaking embarrassing.

I shouldn't have told Ricole okay.

When he popped up, she just started looking at me and smiling. WTS!

Its like so obvious.

Then after that Meida YuMei Aixin Fatin all found out.

ARRGHH~

Lesson learnt: Life sucks.

Too overwhelmed to continue.

so, bb.

I'm backkk.

After mia-ing for so long haha

Can't believe I'm sitting for o levels on thursday!!!

I'm so freaking scared.

I'm getting older. :'(

haha anw.

my birthday was fine.

my birthday cake was sooo cutee. :D

omg. I was talking to Ricole today and I said the wrong ri guy's name.

She smirked at me. SMIRKED. wts right??!

I knew I shouldn't have told her! ughh.

Rock-climbing was pretty stressful. So many people reached the top. :(

of course I didn't lahh lol.

Friday is ccl with ri and haig girls. hope it'll be fun. (:

and next thurs is inter-unit with tks.

zzzz.

waiting for rcyc :B

I'm pretty sure I won't know anyone though.

Talked to ma'am sharifah for the whole day today sia!

if I didn't have unlimited my bill would definitely boom.

zzzzzzz.

I am ready to sleep.

Maybe I should sleep soon.

Study for hmt tomorrow. :((

sigh. I tried deactivating my fb acc but failed. LOL.

I'm such a failure.

Can't even climb a stupid wall without screaming. UGH.

tons of people are disturbing me on fb. dammit.

I shouldn't have reactivated.

Can't play games without interruptions lor.

zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I should get ready to sleep.

Ohh right.

The fire drill was okay I guess.

made a new friend with this casualty. haha~

oh well. Going now. (: bb~

today's such a sad day. I failed amath, chem, bio. and ss.

Went around the whole day worrying whether I can pass the promo criteria for sec4.

I'm actually getting scared. About retaining.

It's that bad.

I'm so not looking forward to my birthday.

Partly cause of Op Boom. Yeah well since thats whats gonna happen.

I'm put with a junior. I hope she doesnt mia on me.

I swear, I may just kill myself.

It's so stressful being the aqm.

Oh right, talking about posts.

Mrs Guna was like talking to ax and me about all the awards.

Outstanding award goes to chair or vice, director's award to chair.

Eagle's to top 5 singaporeans.

So meida doesn't qualify.

Which means, since i'm no.7, I get.. Nothing.

Hell, Aixin was like getting awkward.

Duh right, when you get everything and the one next to you gets nothing.

But I feel happy that she considered for me.

I put in so much effort, though.

I know the past aqms and rck ics would be rather proud of me.

But..thats not what im looking for. :'(

oh well, no point talking about it, right?

Not like complaining will change anything. :'(

I hope nobody freaks out when I suddenly start crying.

Omg, my friend Iris gave birth today..

They named their baby Alyson. Pretty cool name!

It might be my doomsday cause of chem and the emergency drill, but I guess this is one happy occasion!

God bless this cute baby! <3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I totally need to release stress.

ughhhhhhhh.

actually. what am I stressed about?

Is it Ricole? Hijanah? The rest of my friends? Open house?

How funny. I have a life which so many people are envious of.

Class comm member, cca leader, great social life, etc etc.

whats wrong with me?

Maybe I need to go to the doc.