Friday, October 7, 2011

I have so much time to post now!
I'm so so so angry at one person in my squad.
She pisses me off so much!
Well noone's gonna read this thing so why don't I just vomit out everything.
I found one person who blogs practically everyday. Yinyu.
I'm so glad eoys are over.
Facebook's such a painful reminder of everything.
One day I'm gonna unfriend everyone and live an antisocial life.
Then when everyone tries to friend me again I'll feel so popular. (:
I miss 57 and 58, you know. And the old 59. Sigh.
True, your life's complicated.
Mine? I'M TRYING TO LOOK HAPPY YO.
Is it working? Ah well idc. I don't want to look as ignorant as Yumei.
If she looks pissed on Wednesday, then at least I know someone's been reading this. (:
I know my squad spies on me alot. They check my networks and spread info arnd.
It's so sad to know that I'm supposed to belong here but I don't.
Syf, ndp, uip, rcyc, ulp!
This has changed my life man.
I didn't go for any, but still, my squad changed thru these.
I feel so heartbroken when I think of 59.
Yet, I can't get out of this mess. Ai Xin simply refuses of it.
I'm dizzy turning from side to side.
I need to settle down somewhere.
And I guess that somewhere will be in church and with my class.
Its time I paid more attention to other people.
I couldnt wait for camp, but now I'm not so sure. Should I even go?
The juniors are totally fine though.
But we mistreated them so much, I guess its impossible to bond with them anymore.
I feel so alone. Even though I know I'm not.
But, still. I don't think anyone can ever replace the squad I lost.

Some people are being just too nice. I never had this kind of love before, now I'm just plain suspicious and distrusting.

I have this confession. I'm from 2e3, right?
The english class?
Well guess what. My english actually sucks so bad, you can't imagine how bad it is. Haha.
Oh well cant think of anything else, guess I'll post again some time later.

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