today's such a sad day. I failed amath, chem, bio. and ss.

Went around the whole day worrying whether I can pass the promo criteria for sec4.

I'm actually getting scared. About retaining.

It's that bad.

I'm so not looking forward to my birthday.

Partly cause of Op Boom. Yeah well since thats whats gonna happen.

I'm put with a junior. I hope she doesnt mia on me.

I swear, I may just kill myself.

It's so stressful being the aqm.

Oh right, talking about posts.

Mrs Guna was like talking to ax and me about all the awards.

Outstanding award goes to chair or vice, director's award to chair.

Eagle's to top 5 singaporeans.

So meida doesn't qualify.

Which means, since i'm no.7, I get.. Nothing.

Hell, Aixin was like getting awkward.

Duh right, when you get everything and the one next to you gets nothing.

But I feel happy that she considered for me.

I put in so much effort, though.

I know the past aqms and rck ics would be rather proud of me.

But..thats not what im looking for. :'(

oh well, no point talking about it, right?

Not like complaining will change anything. :'(

I hope nobody freaks out when I suddenly start crying.